Done with!!

I did it! I completed my SPMs =DD I have done it all eleven subjects, about twenty over papers and fifty hundred over hours of exams! Boy, am I proud of myself. Give a round of applause for Weishya! Now that exams are done with, I treated myself to a mini movie marathon! Ta-Da!:

Enchanted begin in the cheery animated fairytale world of Andalasia. Typical kan. Princess Giselle’s singing to animal friends about her dream of finding a handsome young prince who’ll sweep her off her feet.


No sooner do the words leave her mouth when suddenly Prince Edward appears on the scene and proposes marriage, declaring with all of his animated heart his everlasting love. Haha so ironic la! Fell in love in like what, three seconds?

Edward’s stepmother, the Queen Narissa, isn’t about to give up her throne to the young couple. Narissa’s not ready to step aside and so she does what every good animated Disney villain does, she tricks the perky princess and pushed her down a well where turns up at world from a manhole.

Pip the chipmunk was so cute la! Particularly during the acting part. Too bad pet shops don't sell talking chipmunks or I'd buy one =p


It was a super show. Well the best I've seen lately anyway.

And and later on I watched: Bee Movie!

Black yellow Black yellow Black yellow Black yellow Black yellow Black yellow!
It started with Barry B Benson and his best friend Adam who graduated from elementary, high school and college all within a matter of hours, which is highly ridiculous if you ask me.


After college, bees have to choose which part of the honey-making process they'll be a part of for the rest of their lives. But Barry isn't thrilled at having just one option for a career, namely honey.


A trip outside the hive with the pollen jockeys opens Barry's eyes to the world of humans. After that, he befriends a human woman named Vanessa who saves his life. Barry breaks the cardinal bee rule and talks to her


On a shopping trip with his new non-flying friend, Barry discovers people have stolen honey for bees and are selling it for a profit. He then decides to sue humanity for stealing from bees.

the day

the day we've all been waiting for.

or dreading?

whichever it is, it's here and there's no changing it.

:)

OMGOMGOMG I AM DONE WITH BIO!!!!!
My worst nightmare
Only left accounts now, but it feels as if I’ve finished exams altogether :D

SPM AddMath Paper Leaked?

*Oh Damn*

Why I didn't know that? Usually if there's a leak, my schoolmates would be among the first to know. Anyway, which question?

And I don’t want to do it again. Oh please please please. Don’t tell me we're going to sit for Add Maths paper again. I don't even wanna imagine the possibilities of it happening. I don’t wanna retake it!

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Please don't do this to me now.

Oh goodness me, I'm sorry. I don't want crazy ping pong balls in my tummy anymore. More importantly, I wanna cry no more :(

Please take this mess away before something bad happens.

Thank you.

Actually, I'm really asking for it la. I shouldn't be asking questions like that. Or just throw fits whenever I feel like. Or be so bratty.

See Weishya, If you just shut up and pretend nothing is happening, maybe nothing will.

Then things won't change and everything will be fine.

:)

SIGH! :(

Semakan Online Status Pelatih PLKN Siri 5 Tahun 2008

Contoh : 901212115050

Tahniah, anda telah terpilih untuk mengikuti Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 5/2008. No KP 90102607**** Nama SZETOO WEISHYA Nama Kem - Alamat Kem - - - - - - Pusat Berkumpul - Kumpulan 2 Tarikh Daftar 18/03/2008 Masa Daftar -

Nota:

Kumpulan 1 - Paparan maklumat penempatan Kem, masa melapordan pusat berkumpul.

Kumpulan 2 & 3- Paparan maklumat mengenai tarikh pendaftaran.

I had my hopes on first batch. But now...its official. In black and white. Black white and red actually. Worst part is a can't do a thing about it. Sigh. I had my mind so wrapped up with the idea of being shipped off twenty nine days after SPM to a lost deserted area for three months. I didn't even sign up for camp! And now that I CAN send in my form, the committees closed the registration merely days ago. How can I not get annoyed. Tell me.

I'm very frustrated with myself for various reasons. Decisions that were made few months ago now look shaky. Did I made the right choices?

Second batch starts from 18th March to 9th June 2008. Four months long to spare. I should probably start planning activities to fill in my very empty calendar.

Edit: I got a space at camp! After much fuss and complains. Haha!

Fifteenth November

Today being a Thursday, the fifteenth of November. Today being the day the art stream students are having their Science papers, hence we pure stream student get a day off :) Today also marks the day Year2007 UPSR candidates collect their results.

Tall sister asked me last night, what if I don't get 5As?

I glanced at her and said, you will get that 5As wan lah. It runs in the blood, I've got 5As and so did Weiwen.

She said, no really, what if I fail Science or or BM?

Then I look at her grimly and replied, then mummy will kick you out the house as you're not a Szetoo.

Just looking at her worried face made me turned back and say, don't worry you're a smart girl, if there was ten subjects you would score all 10As. No problemo!

Anyway, while showering I reflected back to the time when I collected my very own UPSR results. Thats five years back. Heh. Dad accompanied me to school. At first it was embarrassing as no one else had their parents with them, only a few of us. Dad waited patiently, reading the papers to kill time. About eleven something, we gathered into respective classes all nervous. My class teacher then, Encik Dahalan walked into class, all smiles. All of us had our eyes on him and what he held in his hands, our precious exam results.

None of us actually registered what he mumbled to us about being disappointed and congratulation stuffs. And he started calling out names and handing back our results. I waited and waited, sitting on my hands to hide my nervousness. My classmates results were going slightly bad as more names were called out. At that moment I thought my hopes for straight As were gone. Poof. Tiba tiba I heard my name. And honestly, after years of teaching me science, Encik Dahalan still can't pronounce my name right! I looked back at dad, he gave me a encouragement. Enough for me to walk up and collect my result. It was like the longest walk up to the front of the classroom ever.

Once I got my result, I look up and smiled at dad he smiled back :) I love loveeee you so much, Daddy. Not only for this, but for everything :)

EST papers are tomorrow. There's no point studying for it. I don't even have the textbook for the subject. Patheticnya. Even so, EST paper are easy to fail as the marking scheme is damnit strict :(

And as for next week's papers, I should probably worry about them next week. We have this whole break from Saturday to Monday to study Physics, Chemistry, Additional Mathematics and beloved Moral!

I am proud to announce my little tall sister has followed her sisters footsteps and she is proven to be a true Szetoo. Haha! =DD

Nyeh

To start it off, my dear old dad was the real angel. He went out early in the morning just so he could buy me a huge breakfast. I was really grateful everything but then having pre-SPM jitters does not necessary do much for your digestive system.

The moment I step into school, I got butterflies jumping in my stomach. And before we even stepped into the hall, I broke down, twice! Goodness the crybaby I'm becoming these days :(

BM1 was alright. First essay was on Menjaga Kesihatan. And the second one I opted for the 'Working 5 days a week brings benefits to the country and family' essay. I wrote plenty :D

Sejarah1 was a hard for me. :(

Went home ate and freshen up, came back to do BM2 which was utter nonsense as well.

Sigh, one and a half subjects down!

Oh ya, my words of advice to the future SPM candidates, never ever trust exam tips. May it be from your friends or whatsoever tuition centres. Seriously, they have so many SPM backup papers that even when you get the last minute tips you rip off from everyone will still remain invalid. Take BM papers for example, it did come out unexpected for everyone. So don't put your hopes on it, and rely solely on that.

Its tomorrow!

This is so freaking awesome that I JUST have to have it here. HAHA.

Surprising how did I manage to even come online while abandoning my History textbooks.

So I was trying to force History facts into my stupid dried up brain when I good luck smses and wishes keep pouring in my phone and distracting me. But somehow it only made me more panic.

Anyway, Good Luck & All the Best to SPM Candidates of 2007,
may you be a relative of mine,
a friend,
or merely a passer-by who oh so randomly click on my link :):)

Time I'm left with

Five days left.

I still haven't started a thing on Sejarah, the subject I'm most worried about right now. Approximately 20 chapters to cover. Amazingly, I still have some spare time to blog. Can I pull all my hair out? I must give myself a huge kick up my buntut for this. Sigh.

I'm afraid of failing and of not meeting everyone's expectations. My parents.

And especially my own.

Just for a while

I woke up this morning to notice the words “SPM” scribbled all over my room walls. For a slight moment, I thought my eyes were playing jokes with me. I gave them a good rub and sneak a quick look. They were still there. As if it was haunting me. God, I thought. It’s really approaching. Seven days is all I have until the day.

I can do this, I told myself. Or so I thought. Halfway thru the day, I was a chaos. I was packaged up with panic, frustrations, lost and perplexity and uncertainty.

Yet someone had to add misery and guilt to my nicely wrapped gift. Pfft.

While doing Physics, all of a sudden I didn’t know the meaning of precise. I just couldn’t make out what it meant. A word even a four year old would know. I’m fuckingly frustrated with myself.

I’m craving for sweet corn ice cream :(

here's my hand & my heart
its yours to take

High School

SPM is in another nine days. I've been keeping count since last week. Friday in school was spent collecting SPM examination slips and getting-to-know our exam classrooms and chairs. In other words, high school is coming to an end.

My chapter of high school is finally coming to a close. Help me :(

Making a scrap paper out of my classmates

As much as I love complaining about high school; about the endless examinations, about the stress inducing homework, about waking up in the early hours, about certain nonsensical rules, crabby garfield-like teacgabout the droning, monotonous long assembly, I've to admit, I'm gonna miss every part of that.
So high school days are over, minus the exams. What can I say? I nearly cried when the teachers were giving us form fives examination briefing. It was then I felt a teeny bit of affection for this school. My school. The one and only school I’ve been in for the past five years. Seeing all the other people cry and hug each other, I wondered if I was being a little too emotionless.

Home packed food :D

But there's no doubt this year of high school has been a great experience.

Experiments that went wrong

This year has been a big big change... This year started out as a blur, everything was so difficult, so uncertain. I really don't know how to put the experience I’ve gained from ten months of 2007 into words, it's just indescribable. I’ve grown so much. What’s more on no account, have I studied so so much for an examination. I might still be very playful and dense and silly and a little blur but I really think I’ve gained much more. I’m now somewhat more focused with my goals starting from the middle of this year =)

The co-op prefect that I never was =P

And to SPM exams coming up next next Monday, no I am not stressed. Really my mentality now is that I can only do my best and have no regrets. If that is as far as my abilities can go, there's not much more i can do. I used to think that was giving up, but I’ve finally come to realize, it's just acceptance.

Study study study :(

Mid Term Exam

So yeah. Maybe my priorities and expectations have changed. For me studying sure is important, but it's only one fraction of my life. Sure, if i don't do well for this major nerve wrecking exam, I will complain, I will grumble, I will whine, because I’m only human. But I will also know that it won't be the end of the world.

I'm going to miss high school aren't I? :(

Cocoman

My Beloved Chemistry

Comfort food

The joys of AddMath tuition with ShuXain and June

Sappiness aside, we got our seating for the exam period. Whilst all my friends whom I’ve studied with the past two or maybe several few even five years had the pleasure of sitting together in the hall, I was placed in a classroom, isolated far far away from my classmates. I felt like a cast off. I was inaccessible, as if I was cut off from the human world. I was to go all the way through nearly three weeks of exam with a bunch of people who seemed so unfamiliar. Sigh.


I was angry. I was annoyed. I was upset. But most importantly I was miserable. It bothered me so much.


I blame it all on my parents. You see, the hall could only accommodate seventy one candidates which were arranged alphabetically. I don’t know if its pure calamity or bad luck, I had to had to be the lucky number SEVENTY TWO candidate :( Why me? Why hadn’t my parents given me a Christian name like Kristen or Melissa? At least that would guarantee me a seat in the hall. Having S for a surname sucks. For instance, we’re at all times the last one called up. Especially when we’re being called out for stuff like vaccinations in school. We have to gape at three quarter of the class coming out with a look of the nurses room, pain evidently pictured on their face while we were like sitting ducks waiting for our turn. Or, in exams, we’re always placed in the last few seats by the window which are terribly humid.

Not again!

I woke up this morning with sleepiness arched all over my face. While rubbing the sleepiness out of my system I asked myself, why am I going to school? A beep bleated from my mobile phone. Warily I reached out to grab my phone and read the text message. It reminded me of moments spent with the sender in school. In those moments I knew exactly why I was going to school. Clutching my towel, I headed into shower with tiny smile on my face.

Thursday in school was spent doing an half a page of EST model test and MARA’s AddMath trial paper. Thursday at home was spent reading Biology =| The rest of the day was spent having bak kut teh outside and watching TV until midnight.

I'm seriously mad with myself for losing two revision books. It was the AddMaths book at first and it's now the Chemistry book? Am I going crazy or what?


Oh, I am definitely crazy!