What Is It With The Red Ones?

1. Coffee / Tea
2. Noodles / Rice / M&Ms
3. Ocean / Lake
4. Phone / Computer / Bed
5. Smsing / Calling
6. Durians / Fried Worms
7. Coke / Sprite / Bubble Milk Tea
8. Cold weather / Hot weather
9. Pancakes / Waffles with Ice Cream
10. Sand / Grass
11. Vanilla / Chocolate
12. Coughing / Sneezing
13. Paper / Plastic
14. Gold / Silver / Red
15. Watermelon / Strawberry
16. Slippers / Shoes
17. Early Bird / Night owl
18. Books / Magazines
19. Short / Tall
20. Heaven Above / Paradise on Earth

Wedges

After five glorious days off from college, I am back.

Back in the shoe box size of the room, where I find most comforting, where I can sleep, indulge and hide away from the world to study and study until I win a scholarship in a college somewhere closer to home. Yeah, like that's ever gonna happen.

Still, I can't escape the overblaring fact that finals are merely seventeen days away, and that includes new years. I already am looking foward to watching the surise, gaining of weight, depressing moments when I can't balance accounts and lengthy nap sessions and the brain bleed.




Note to self; Life isn’t complicated. I just have to stop complicating it. :)

Rainbow Sprinkles

YES YES!

I've once again changed templates. I got bored of the last one a lil bit too fast although I really did like the flip flops :)

And so, the cupcakes are back. If you were a reader from aeons ago, you would remember my first first first template. The one with a cupcake quite similar to this one execpt that one has a black swirly background and this is plain pink.

Pink isn't exactly my colour as I'm more to the reddish, yellowish kinda person but the cupcake is just so so hard to resist. Pink will just have to do.

That Green Thing

I don't know why does it affect me so much, but it does.

It is just a picture, period.

A Little Bit Too Big

There are the things that matter, the things that don’t matter, and lastly, the things that we convince ourselves do matter, but actually don’t.

At the end of the day, it all boils down to who’s important and who’s not, what's truly important and what's not and whether it is really necessary.

And that's that.

2009 is making it's way through despite the jumble of events, it's time I, the one who is always greater at telling what to do, to listen to myself, and etch that in my puny head.

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BELIEVE

The best part of believe is the lie.
Fall Out Boy

My Head Hurts

3 things I wanna improve more about myself:

Less clumsy
Be less forgetful
Less sensitive

:)

Contented

Without a doubt, that's how I'm feeling.

Despite how tired I'm feeling even after eight whole hours of sleep and how my eyes still hurt, or how I dread going back to classes, I'm happy.

:)

Feeling Orange

I'm home, I'm home, I'm HOME.

Well, for eight hours or so before I leave for camp. (Oh YES, you read right. C-A-M-P. I'll elaborate more on this later on.) Which one hour was spent with Shu Xian having a precelebration upon her reaching seventeenhood. For now, I've got assignments to finish and the remaining hours will be spent sleeping. Of all things, Mum is bickering with me over a pair of shoes! As much as I'd like to be stubborn and think I'm always right (which I am), I don't have ALL DAY to sit and bicker, you know mum. I think you're worried, but I will be fine, really. I'm not that prone to accidents anymore. Four days and three nights in Pahang is no problemo after two horrendous months in Sabah ;)

Karma has been on my side lately and I am going for YDC 17!!! *skipjumphop*

Ages ago I've given up on all hopes of going. Tiba-tiba a participant withdraws and calls were made. Next thing I know, I'm going for camp and skipping three classes in the process. 

But I'm consoling myself with the fact that there's an allocated quota which I AM allowed to flunk :D Two of them are English which I really wouldn't mind missing and I think Miss Elizabeth would be rather glad to have me absent for a change. Heehee.

Up this moment, nobody, but a handful of college friends and the camp committees has the privilege of knowledge that I'm going. And that includes CRYSTAL CHOW and a bunch of people that isn't very pleased with the fact that I'm not going, not happy at all I'd say. Ishes. I'm looking forward to seeing their reactions. 

I'd especially like to see the look on Martin's face when I turn up tomorrow. HAHAHAHA. *even thinking about it makes me laugh wei, you'd have to know him to get what I mean* Earlier, together we went and bought Xian a McFlurry before turning up at her place; unannounced, unexpected and uninvited. He thinks I came back just for her birthday ;) We'll see if I'm a fantastic foolproof liar tomorrow okay?

Gotta rush, assignments are calling and I haven't even packed! See you peeps in four days :)

P/s: This post is scheduled for obvious reasons. HAHA.

P/s2: Everything seems to be going downhill. I am in URGENT need of best friends time so this camp will be just what I need.

Here's To You

Remember the days where we both clad in pony tails and tacky school uniforms, and even before the recess bell rang, we'd be fighting over your bekalan of Indomie Goreng and my Mum's awesome Nasi Goreng which Kee Hoong can never resist?

I want to relive those days. Even if it means getting caught by Puan Chong for playing Speed during Science lesson or shedding tears over Bio test resuts.

Happy Seventeeth Doraemon kia.

I miss you.

P/s: I have a picture but it's in my thumbdrive which is 42487324 miles from here :( I'll attach it with this post later.

Soon To Come

Sigh.

It sucks when people think highly of your academic abilities.

I hate it.

Cause then it becomes such a shocker when you fail to reach expectations. Stop putting your hope in me and thinking that I can when I can't. I'm sorry, I'm irresponsible, but I just cannot do it.

And it effing sucks when ALL your friends are off for holidays, going around the world, going for camps and leisure trips and I'm forced to sit tight within the four corners of my room, trying to no avail to study. Not to mention I've got that computer assignment to finish by Wednesday. I suck at Microsoft Excel, I really do. :)

Oh yes, I remember now

I am(was) ubberly frustrated.

Remember the test which I rushed back to Setapak to study for? Cutting short my lenghty four day weekend in the process. The one that got cancelled last week after berbanyak-banyak hair pulling moments. Forcing myself to read another page of notes even when I REALLY didn't feel like studying with Yang beside me being intelligent even without lifting a finger -.- And later on carrying my notes with me to bed, reading until I fell asleep with the lights on.

Yea, that test. Which I ranted and whined over so much? The very same one.

It was postponed, AGAIN!!!!!!

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*takesdeepbreath*

I am that frustrated, seriously. A normal human being would have just say a prayer of thanks and be grateful with such luck, but I am NO NORMAL HUMAN BEING. I fecking studied alright.

HAVE YOU ANY IDEA HOW FAST THINGS FLY OUT OF MY HEAD?

DO YOU?!?! Very much assured, faster than you can say the pink panther ate a purple asparagus for lunch and his poop was green.

Eh woman, you think we people have got nothing better to do is it? Keep delaying tests, one week after another with stupid mindless reasons. I have better things to do you know, like sleeping for instance. Have you any idea how many gazillion worry warts I'm getting if I keep going at this pace?

And if you think I'm even gonna trouble my butt off to study beforehand for the test next week, dream on. Last minute will pass off as an okay the next time around.

This week: IT Assignment, Cocuriculum Day, a Long and Uneventful Weekend.
Next week: Econs, QS and the stooopid Accounts test, the YDC which I will unfortunately will be skipping.

This Post Was Meant To Be A Waste Of Space

I waited bloody AGES for this page to load, yea, retarded library computers, and then I oh-so-conveniently forgot what I wanted to post.

Amnesiac, much?

What Bliss Means

For the first time, in a very long time too, I woke up after twelve in the afternoon. If it doesn't surprise you, it's a big shocker to me. I normally am up and rushing into the showers before seven thirty, people are depending on me to make it on time for class yo. How can I sleep under all that pressure wei.. And no matter how many times I accidentally switched off my alarm in my sleep, miraculously, I'll wake up in time for class, by the means of skipping shower and dashing off without a sock.

To be able to roll in bed till noon is indescribable. Hmm. Must be the pillows :)


Being home has both it's pro's and con's. Both which never fail to leave me at the end of the day very much thankful for. To have dad barging in the room minutes before half past eight, on a Saturday morning; after a looong week at college, literally yanking me and tall sister up from bed and dragging us halfway around Subang, and later on to then dentist's. To catch up with the best friend in person instead of undetailed updates on MSN because it's waaaay too expensive to just sit in the cyber cafe and watch crisps of notes burn away. Having to snatch and fight with Tall Sister for an extra pillow, ending up grabbing everything she has on the bed and only to end up with a miserable pillow. To have Mum's chicken Soup swirling in my tummy as I bounce up and down the flight of stairs in midsts of rush before heading for weekly youth gathering which I always fail to attend under normal circumstances.

And to just be home.

Blissful :)

Such As We Are Made Of

Being hostel ridden is depriving me of many things. I spend less time at home. Less time with the family. Lesser time with friends and with the comfy bed which I find less and less comfort in. this is increasingly frustrating each weekend I come home. Why? Because everyone's so keen on having a fraction of my time back home and it's driving me nuts. It's not like I don't WANT to. I'm merely human with 24 hours a day and can only be at one place at once, okay so shoot me alright.

:(

My Promise

I will make time this weekend.

*pinky swear*

When The Sky Smiles At You

It is a sign from above that the class test going on tomorrow would be postponed. And for a very stupid reason too - the questions haven't been printed -______-

At times like this, you ask yourself why did you bother in the first place. *swears*

Hello December!

:)

Another month to 2009 and to think that year 2007 is still fresh in my memory bank. How I relish those days. The days where I had all the time in the world to do as I please within the comfort zone. Still, after eleven whole months, I've finally learned to embrace and enjoy an entirely different phase of life. Something I deemed as impossible is after all possible.

Months have come and gone, along with many many eventful moments which I can never find time to rant it all out here. But yea, I'm hanging in there ;)

Since I have NO HOLIDAYS unlike 4523496124 other teenagers in Malaysia, already making plans for Penang makan trips; making up for lost time, because my college is so so stingy they leave me stunned sometimes...

This week I'm gonna study study study. *switches to nerd mode* I've got two tests this week, one next week and another one the following one and an assignment to hand in in the near future. What's a girl to do now? Study lah. And all my hopes of shedding the weight gained during the great depression are shattered into bits of caramel. Confining myself within the four walls of my room never helps when it comes to weight issues. Sighs.