My feeling now is like rojak. It's a mix of emptiness, helplessness, fear, anxiety, excitement, dread, and etc. I've been thinking about my future ever since SPM came to an end. Its been bugging me these few days especially.
I don't know where, how or what I'll be doing next year. I'm scared stiff and I feel to some extent discouraged, thinking that I might have a miserable future.
My friends tell me I still have time and not to worry. But then again, I worry about the slightest issues. That’s what I do best, worry.
The idea of stopping my education after this year crossed my mind more then once. Its a rash decision, I know. Hit me on the head will you please.
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