Chemistry overload

I'm very annoyed by the heat.

The blazing hot sun is killer, and it's driving me insane. I'm about to go bonkers. I really am.

Trials2 started today. It was History1 & BM1 paper. I was so so tempted to skip BM1. Trials2 isn't that important. Right right? but after scraping a D7 for last trials, i reconsidered and took the paper. It was alright I guess.

SPM is exactly forty days from today. The most suitable song for me right now would probably be TIME IS RUNNING OUT.

I can't remember what else I wanna say, except that I was looking for something the other day, while looking for it, I had a new discovery.

I have approximately TWELVE Chemistry workbooks in total. Fourteen, if Amali wookbooks are counted. And thats excluding my faithful reference books. Check them out..heh


















I know I prefer Chemistry over all the other subjects. But twelve of them? Thats addiction wey! Most of them are halfway done. Halfway done meaning done a couple of exercises here and there. I'm keeping the past year questions for last minute exercise okay, so don't laugh at me. I will complete them by SPM. Who am I trying to kid ;p

Crazy

This week, we got back most of our papers. I'm not happy, at all despite the fact that I've improved. I now currently have six As, one Bs and three Ds.

I stared at my paper like everyone else did with theirs, or maybe that was just me, just thinking. I was so hoping that my History marks would boost up this exam. But my studying did not pay off for this particular subject. I suck at it no matter how much I've revised. Managed to scrape an A2 for Accounts tho, which I am very proud of okay! All that sacrificed nap time for tuition paid off. Hah.

You know, man doesn't satisfy for what he has. It's true. 100% true. When i aimed for 4A's before trial, I thought 4a's will satisfy me. But when I get more than that, greed in me came out. I keep thinking why I didn't get an A1 for EST as I think I deserved it. And, ! regretted for not studying Sejarah as it was easier than what i thought and i could get an B3 if I really study. But I don't. Nearly one week after trials1. I didn't even really study. Just stared at the book. Waiting for miracle?

Currently in school, we are to do a number of diagnostic papers per day. All prepared by the Ministry of Education. The modules aren't at all bad but some questions make us sound like three year olds who can't spot the obvious.

Trials2 is next week. Something I very much dread.
It's like exams exams exams exams, with no breaks in between. Crazy wey. SPM is less than 50 days away, approximately 5 weeks to go.

Gosh, being 17 sucks. Hecticness is what I call our lives. I'm being paranoid, I know but I just can't help it. For the past few days, I've been giving myself ridiculously unreasonable reasons to not study. I'll die when SPM comes! Its not that I'm feeling cocky or anything, its just laziness. This can't continue..

Of Eyebags and Pimples

After not blogging for quite some time, i'm blogging now again. :)

SPM Trials just ended today.
Seriously, i was stressed during the exam period.
My mood swings was like the tsunami.
Sleeping at twelve, waking up at three-ish to study.
Pimples kept popping out here and there. but it's going away again :D

Trials la, this la, that la. Actually no, just trials. Which is just as bad as it can get. I can flat-out tell you that my worst subject is Addmath. So.. I think I died during Addmath. Overall, I don't think trials1 was all that easy.. As if trials2 are gonna get any easier? All the science subjects were killer.. I don't think I've ever felt that stupid walking out of the hall after Biology Paper2. but nevermind lah. Not as if i never failed bio before. :/ And don't get me started on Moral..

And Accounts? I didn't manage to imbang my accounts during Mid Year so this time around, I managed to imbang 3 out of 6 accounts so I was really really happy. My document was one of them, so i suppose you could say I was overjoyed! But I kinda freaked out during Kunci Kira-Kira, and my akaun bank for Pembubaran Perkongsian was short by a hundred buck! I just blank out and I screwed that up but oh what the hell..

I so know I'm gonna fail at least two subjects.
Bio and of course our beloved history.

I suppose I better buck up and start studying if I hope to get good trial results. Not that trials really matter, even my teacher said so. Quote your main concern is to peak for your external exam unquote. I'm gonna be needing a good forecast so the colleges won’t throw my scholarship applications in the bin after a single glance.

So AddMaths was yesterday. It was tough, especially paper one. It killed 475, 392,000 of my brain cells. Teacher told us she wouldn't be using the JPS paper so that none of us would go check for it. But she did use JPS anyway! Four and a half hours of cracking my head, blah.

Frankly, I don't want to talk about trials anymore, so okay I shall push that aside.

Everywhere Clocks Are Ticking

time time time need more time why do i always take time for granted and delay and assume that i will be able to get things done in time but almost always never do =/

and why do i sit around blogging when i need more time time time okay gotta go

books books everywhere

take a look at my exam timetable? my whole September is occupied. awesome man. i hate you, exams.

3.9.07 Monday - BM 1&2
4.9.07 Tuesday - English 1&2
5.9.07 Wednesday - EST1&2
6.9.07 Thursday - Accounts1&History2
7.9.07 Friday - Moral
10.9.07 Monday - Accounts2&History1
11.9.07 Tuesday - Biology 1&2
12.9.07 Wednesday - Chemistry 1&2
13.9.07 Thursday - Physics 1&2
14.9.07 Friday - Chemistry 3 and Physics 3
17.9.07 Monday - Maths 1&2
18.9.07 Tuesday - AddMaths 1&2
19.9.07 Wednesday - Biology 3

that is trials.